i remember the days when there were 3 of us,
but now there's none.

one of whom i had a crush on,
the other, a good friend.
and you, my best friend.

we had fun together
but it all changed
i plotted against you,
all in the name of greed.

and now, today, i saw you on the bus,
Reminiscing wat i had i done before,
and it hit me.

how immature i was, how dumb i was.
and today i didn't acknowledge you.
i didn't have the right to...
sorry..

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today's an okay day... started off with tkh coming to our class.. don wanna talk abt it.. it does make sense anyway... nex was 2.4km run.. i am rather pleased with myself for running non-stop for 6 laps and i thought it was impossible.. but still my timing's slow.. haha! was practically walking i think? haha! from the run i sort of learnt smth.. don wanna talk abt it too.. grad nite will be fun as a lot of ppl are gg.. currently, onli diniy, sohail and paula haven pay but they r gg.. ppl not gg are onli 3... rod, wr and chris.. so ya... all girls gg!! haha! that will be fun!

10 more days to MYE and i seriously think i am slacking... i have too much in my mind.. studies will definitely divert my attention away.. i have major problems... MAJOR! regarding everything.. i need to talk but to who? i don know..

congrats to a friend on smth but hey balance ur life k? haha!

mum's at philippines now... yeah.. lol.. she's getting me a guitar from there which i heard from my cousin's philipino maid that the best brand is super cheap.. haha! cant wait.. i might just break the thing... lol.. ok.. must pay attention to studies liao.. time is flying by realli quickly.. don bother throwing the clock out the window.. it ain't as fast.. lame.

no more movies, gg out, hanging out with him.. i shall live by it.. it is my own restrictions... this is smth new, but it is my restriction when being friends with someone who's attached.. :] good luck friend.. i don deserve to be in ur list but if u need to talk, i am here for u..

i hope to be ur first and ur last.. when will you come?