yesterday was a great day went to downtown east for the mayday carnival and my nephew's first birthday... had subway agn, subway melt, but it is in a wrap very very nice.. yum.. haha! met up with my mum's friends and won a lot of toys? actually onli three.. haha! plus one more from my mum's friend... so ya.. then they went for a bath while i wandered arnd the whole place to find entertainment.. was so boring la.. boring to the extent that i could sleep.. haha! then went for jackpot and i have no idea whether they won any money or not.. oh ya.. don bother playing the arcade games that u need to move the clutch to grab the toy when the clutches are those weak and feeble type.. saw this i think sec 2 or 1 guy.. realli arrogant and he lost a lot of money.. lol! he was showing off in front of his female classmates and his guy friends... and the clutch keep missing the toy and ya.. he got pissed off and shouted loudly.. all the vulgarities just came out.. i just stood there and like laughed at him? lol.. no la.. just find him silly...

after mt mum's jackpot game, went to my nephew's birthday party.. his name is jayden and his elder bro is brayden.. lol.. guess their sister's name will be megan? lol! sang birthday song and went to downtown's arcade to play with my same age cousin.. lol.. had great fun with the bball machine, nascar game and time crisis.. haha! went back to the chalet and my cousins playing mahjong.. watched the ghost show and soon left.. the two brothers jay- and bray- followed too.. held on the one hand of brayden and and my cousin, edel held the other so my nephew he thought both edel and i are a couple and pulled our hands together and then kissed it.. lol! my cousin and i just laughed at each other... jayden was exceptionally adorable.. lol.. i am crazy over my nephews.. jayden extinguished his candle with his hand.. just swiped it and gone.. and he didn't feel the pain until much later and there was wax on his hand.. but didn't cry.. pro... haha!

today mummy's day.. my god ma came and yeah i wished my mum and my god ma.. ate a lot of stuff? i am so going to gain weight la.. i am gg to skate later..

ever experience the feeling of missing that very shot and then regretting it all? i am so hating this experience now..it was as what i wanted now last year but it is different now.. i was the slow one.. but to think of it.. i am asking too much from you.. sorry for that treatment then.. haiz...

i don know how to put this across to u.. i think i am just not prepared yet... the irony...