i shld edit my previous post.. delete the hating part.. not worth wasting my feelings over her.. ppl don believe that i could actualli dislike her... i feel like a dummy now.. i get mocked by her and i cant freaking do anything abt it.. blame myself for hating you..



today was a good day basically... haniel smsed me in the morning assuming i was in sch too.. but nah. saturday leh.. unless got school work then i wld go to sch otherwise nope.. haha! so woke up at 10, watch tv till 11.. went out with mum and grandma to metro sale at expo.. realli cool since i bought lots of stuff.. clothes, bermudas, shoes... yeah.. not bad.. will be getting more from batam trip this coming june.. i got a pair of sandals and it looks darn cool la... maybe i would wear for my trip.. suit the whole exotic getaway? with a shopping centre beside it.. LOL! nex nex week is our chi o lvl.. very fast and i am doing my studying now. wat a late bloomer.. haha! wrong word i know.. ok.. that's abt wat happened today..

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i don know wat's gg on now.

i messaged you yesterday, the day before,

and you didn't reply.

i don understand why.



i wish your phone's keypad has broken down,

or you are just not replying because of your phone bill.

but a part of me think that you are just ignoring me.

which one is the exact situation?



give me an answer,

give me a clue,

either stop wat's gg on now,

or let it continue on.



i am being misled by you,

i am being misled by my feelings.

i wish i could stop this,

but i still believe in you and me.

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