midnight train to georgia.. nice song.. :D by gladys knight..

today went to school to collect report book.. my bro's cher was mrs chee and she commented that both my bro and i are poles apart.. both extremes.. haha! it is good? anyway.. failed english.. comments as i said was funny.. haha! shall add in later.. mrs neo said my EL is poor cause as commented, it is entirely due to my grammar.. so ya.. i am gg to do smth abt this.. i really cant afford to ruin my future cause of my grammar... shoot to all my lessons for grammar in primary school and kindergarten.. i must have not listened then.. so now.. the price to pay.. chiong all the way.. help is very much needed here.. haha! gonna see mrs koh? mdm yeo? for my english.. before i die.. :( so ya.. and then comments for comb hum. subject is affected by language.. AH!!!! EL!! ok.. MUST MUST DO SMTH ABT IT!! ok.. so that was abt it.. took report book and went to meet haniel for chinese revision.. he's quite ok bah... didn't finish one paper though.. ended with him having a headache after like.. 1hr of chinese.. i was mean.. haha! so we went to makan ba chor mee.. nice stall. we always go there for lunch... well.. at least twice? haha! then came back to school and played scrabble.. quite ok bah.. lost to haniel by 30+ points.. haha! soon we left to go home.. was arnd 1+pm.. dad came and fetched me back.. so yeah... overall, did learn a bit but still not much.. chinese paper in 2 days time.. i am neutral yet i sometimes do have the urgency to do smth for the paper.. my parents sort of don realli think much of the paper and keep asking whether i can go out.. and yada yada.. got pissed off too la... explained so many times but still there were repeated questions... sian... GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR MONDAY'S MT O LVL PAPER!

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why don't people admit how they feel?
for me, i think that they are just fearful of rejection.
but how would we know whether it is going to be a rejection,
when we don't ever try?

however, it is never too easy to muster that courage.
i really need an answer.
i don wanna waste too much time on thinking,
and getting pissed off for i-don-know-why.

if this goes on,
as my friend said,
things won't be the same again.
and i do fear that. man...

the cold war i started,
should end.
i doubt you don even care that a cold war is on,
since i would always apologise first, and it would end.

i don expect you to say sorry,
at least understand why i am pissed off.
i doubt you know i am angry with you.
i think there's smth realli wrong here..

i think i am wrong from the very start.
i've been fanatizing for a long period.
should i end it now before it is too late?
or should i let it carry on?
give me the word and i know what to do.
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