today is a monday which means double periods for the whole day.. LOL! started off with the GCE O LVL briefing in the audi.. followed by mr lee's, and mr koh's talk.. two great talks actualli... mr koh as usual, his talk is always enjoyable and mr lee's always motivational.. like always.. haha! so ya.. it did motivate me la.. i need to realli do up a plan for the hols to study.. after chi o lvl, i am so gg to chiong... mrs neo talked to teng and myself today.. she told us we shld buck up for our english, don throw away all ur other subjects because of english.. yeah.. i am gg to do smth abt it.. i realli don wan to die under the hands of english... it is realli horrible for my future to be ruined because of english.. so ya.. the pingpong balls we used today, 5 were missing and mrs neo wans to collect 50cents per ball if no one returns.. ya.. and currently onli one got back.. which means i need to take out like 2 dollars from the class fund.. :( haha!

after which was chemistry.. had practical.. the two guys on my left were having a distilled water match and smth funny happened.. lol.. and weirong had to run.. it was realli bad.. haha! then we had to deal with alkali, acids.. super unlucky la both biondi and myself.. the beaker spout broke, and the alkali didn't pour out properly and it ended up on our hands... and soon, our hands started to turn red.. and the feeling was realli stingy.. painful.. now can still feel the pain.. so after washing our hands it was much better.. so note, don play with alkali.. wonder wat the concentration of the alkali was.. must be quite high? so ya.. that's abt it for chem.. then chinese... lol.. funny la.. mrs lee keeps ignoring aiyan... and aiyan got fed up.. then onli when aiyan got fed up, mrs lee turn to her.. then aiyan tried asking her smth but the moment she started talking, mrs lee turn away agn and talk to someone else.. LOL! aiyan's face was priceless.. haha! aiyan is just funny la.. :D so tmrw we are having a macdonald lunch? sponsored by mrs lee.. she's RICH la.. aiyan totalled price mrs lee needs to fork out for the lunch (>$186) and she said ok! LOL! that's super rich! two hundred dollars just fork out.. and she somemore say she poor.. so ya... so tmrw, macs meal.. cool.. :D

we had amath after chinese.. amath was ok.. i understand the concept but realli need to revise a lot.. i am weak in calculus must work hard.. so yea.. had chinese mock test after that and i was so tired.. ppl talking, very irritating.. but ok paper... then walked to bus stop with julia and aiyan and then went hm with brenda and mich.. know a lot of things.. *snigger* :D so that's abt it...

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we aren't like before.
we cant talk like before.
we cant look into each other's eyes like before.
we cant continue our conversations like before.

my friend asked me,
"is it confirmed?"
i replied,
"i am having doubts now,
although it is,"

so are we or are we not?
i agreed the first,
but denied the second.
soon, mr three came along.

we agreed in the end.
but is it going to be the same later?
i am having my doubts,
but i hope it is the prior.

i guess i am just sensitive,
or am i just right?
enlighten me,
for i am dying in this fight.
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